she and "dick"!

Just tell me his name,
Just tell me you didn't get laid in our bedroom,
And was it the same?
Just tell me if his dick is bigger than mine,
Do you remember the way it was when I was home,
Before I left you all alone,

I wanna be eighty on the porch drinking lemonade with you,
And that is all that I can think about when you tell me that you cheated,
Eighty on the porch drinking lemonade with you,
And that is all that I can think about when you tell me that you cheated on
me.

I knew that you would,
I knew cos you told me it runs in the family,
And I did the same,
So I guess that I deserve half of the blame,
Do you remember the way it was for us,
Before all of the blow jobs on the bus?

I wanna be eighty on the porch drinking lemonade with you,
And that is all that I can think about when you tell me that you cheated,
Eighty on the porch drinking lemonade with you,
And that is all that I can think about when you tell me that you cheated,
Tell me that you cheated,
What should I care about the long run,
What should it matter to me?
I always knew how to love with no-one,
And now I know that the end is near,
Cos you've replaced me.

Just tell me his name,
Just tell me you didn't get laid in our bedroom,
Just tell me if his dick is bigger than mine,
Tell me that you cheated on me.

A Poet to Alep Baby Son (i hope u love it my friend)

Tiny bit of humanity,
Blessed with your mother’s face,
And cursed with your father’s mind.

I say cursed with your father’s mind,
Because you can lie so long and so quietly on your back,
Playing with the dimpled big toe of your left foot,
And looking away,
Through the ceiling of the room, and beyond.
Can it be that already you are thinking of being a poet?

Why don’t you kick and howl,
And make the neighbors talk about
“That damned baby next door,”
And make up your mind forthwith
To grow up and be a banker
Or a politician or some other sort of go-getter
Or—?—whatever you decide upon,
Rid yourself of these incipient thoughts
About being a poet.

For poets no longer are makers of songs,
Chanters of the gold and purple harvest,
Sayers of the glories of earth and sky,
Of the sweet pain of love
And the keen joy of living;
No longer dreamers of the essential dreams,
And interpreters of the eternal truth,
Through the eternal beauty.
Poets these days are unfortunate fellows.
Baffled in trying to say old things in a new way
Or new things in an old language,
They talk abracadabra
In an unknown tongue,
Each one fashioning for himself
A wordy world of shadow problems,
And as a self-imagined Atlas,
Struggling under it with puny legs and arms,
Groaning out incoherent complaints at his load.

My son, this is no time nor place for a poet;
Grow up and join the big, busy crowd
That scrambles for what it thinks it wants
Out of this old world which is—as it is—
And, probably, always will be.

Take the advice of a father who knows:
You cannot begin too young
Not to be a poet.
(dont cry when u read this alep,)
=with LOVE' Uncle Farhan^_^

alone

You're now entering the place,
where you sit or stand alone,
and loneliness you embrace.
The pain in your heart approaches,
your mouth gets dry,
all you feel like doing,
is sitting down to cry.
it feels like emptiness for miles,
here there are no smiles,
all you have is yourself,
and your broken heart.
The loneliness grows,
and that horrible feeling starts,
you hear nothing only groans.
The only people you see,
don't even care about you,
they only live to survive.
Every time they talk,
everything takes a dive.
So you just stand there,
wishing that someone cared,
but all they do,
is laugh and stare.
Cold people see you from a distance,
they don't want to be near you,
they don't even want to hear you.
Their insensitivity,
is uncalled for and unfair,
they leave you alone and in despair.
All you do is sit there alone,
you wish they would approach you,
but oh well.
You need a good friend,
and you feel that if you don't find one,
your sad world might soon end.
(thats why i love my friends)

missing

I see your face across a crowded room
I hear you say that you'll be leaving soon
I know it's late but all that I can do
Is close my eyes and dream that I'm alone with you

I'd like to talk to you so much but I don't know your name
I bet there's not a man in here that doesn't feel the same
As you're walking out the door there's nothing I can do
I close my eyes and dream that I'm alone with you

Yeah it's once in my life
Wish that I wasn't alone with myself
I feel like a child
Seems that I can't think of anyone else

The night is over an' I guess you're gone
I try and tell myself forget it and just carry on
But as I walk these lonely streets with nothing else to do
I close my eyes and dream that I'm alone with you

I may miss you now
or maybe later
but what sure is
I realy gonna miss you

Y.O.U

So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who you're with
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the high wire

Out the many broken back doors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
from the thrones without needing any windows,
But you found inner peace for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the dipless one has a short life

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now i know there's nothing we can't reach,
'cause the heart can't araise once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her
Took my sweet time when I was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl(breathing)
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when I wanna fight
Now someone understand me

T.H.E

The fire burns tonight
Lighting up the darkest corners of my mind
So take a look inside
And let these walls come crashing down
Here I stand pouring my heart onto your floor
So lonely now
I'm sleepless and I'm down
Won't you pick me up and put my feet on solid ground

The stars will fall tonight
Beautiful destruction laid down before our eyes
The blackest tears you cry
Fighting out this city as we struggle for our lives
Fight this off don't let your fingers masquerade
Hope's not lost affections never hurt the brave

One last goodbye
Your reason why
Those tears you cry
Don't let this feeling die

I'll scream this song so tonight we stay together
Can't you hear me say
Don't wait too long 'cause I won't wait forever
Won't you light the way for me?
[won't you???]

Situation

Situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
*It's way too... she said once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to resist
and all it takes is a kiss
and you just love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies
so don't act surprised
that I just love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate. [Breathing]

[* Note: in cd booklet there are no words after "too" and before "she".
It's just a 'hush' sound they make]